So no one offering employment has called me yet. I am beginning to seriously wonder if there is something wrong with me. I mean, as my dad pointed out, getting these jobs are often connected with not what you know but who you know. I find that to just be like... crushing. I don't understand why this horrible burden is placed on me. It's getting to be just draining.
It's hot out tonight and for some reason the dogs in my room. I'm so not sleeping well. I'll toss in turn in fear that all my problems and struggles will never be alliviated. I'll sweat and be forced to smell the stench that is my dog. I'll worry about anything that can hurt me. The sun will rise, the birds will chirp, and I'll be lucky to wake up at noon.
09 June 2007
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