Unbalanced.

So, I have a bit of a dilema, of sorts, I think. I don't know how much I can invest in things. I have one heart, and can only love so much before the divisions of issues yank at it until it flies apart in an array of rediculous ideals and false hopes. So, what should I love? What can I love? Who can I love? It's a question I can't wrap my full mind around, and one I desperately want answered. I want to know if my ideals are really stupid or if they're not. If my hopes are even possibly true.