There is a light.

I'm in a funk.

Not a bad funk. Not totally bad. Somewhat weird.

Normal distractions do nothing for me anymore. No more silly online games to occupy my time. Forums have lost their luster. I don't want to do these things anymore, simply.

Yet, I'm still me. I'm still as anti-social as ever. Still as shut in as ever.

But, I feel like myself.

I am. I exist. I'm not happy, but that's okay. Good even. If I were happy, I wouldn't want to change things. But change is good. Change is nessesary. Things are going to shit, in general, and in some ways, in my life, but that's okay. They're going to be changed until I am happy. And if I never find happiness, maybe there's a satisfaction in attempting to change things. I think I mentioned that.

It's how I feel. It's how I am. I'm not compromising anymore. This is me. I'm not going to shy away from it.