01 December 2007

Fuck this place!

Why are we doing this? Playing the same games on each other and not understanding? Revolving in tiny spheres. Kidding ourselves.

This shouldn't happen. We have it all. All of us. Your reading this, so you're not fucking starving or broke off your ass. So we've got fucking money, guy, but why the fuck aren't we any better for it? Seems like we can't just take it easy. We can't say, hey, my life sucks, but it's not bad compared to others, really.

My life's not great, but it's better than most.
My life's not great, I'm not cursed with being born into a project.
My life's not great, I'm going to a nice school and have a good future.
My life's not great, but I've food on my plate.

I've got to stop it. Shut it all away. I don't need anything else. Take it all. I just need to take what I've got with a humble smile. That's my key out, I think. What else need I worry about? That my roommate will be a douche bag? That I'll fail a few tests? Those aren't bad, but I've got food.

So fuck tests.
Fuck complaining.
Fuck self-esteem. [doesn't matter how I see myself. I've got it all]
Fuck materialism and style.
Fuck the republicans bitching about immigration while people starve.
Fuck the thuoghts in my brain.

Fuck this place.

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