Sometimes I feel like I'm going nowhere. Sort of that "no way is up" - "no way to win" situations, you know? I can't make a decision, at this stage of my life, that does not hurt someone else. That's an absolute truth. I cannot make everyone happy. I can't even make myself happy. I don't even know how to make myself happy. I've never found anything that made me happy.
Everything I've ever believed in has gone away or proven itself to be a lie or something. I've done a lot I am not proud of. I don't think I'm anything special. I wish I didn't know everything I know.
I don't see the point of me.
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